Thursday, 31 August 2017

Today he met my ummi!!!
I am so excited like super excited
Even though we were both are very nervous before that

So the story goes like
I was planning to just stay in Shah Alam during AidilAdha 
Because I got no bus ticket
-- Serve me right for not buying the ticket a month before raya

So he said he would send me to my house
Because he doesn't want me to be left alone in Shah Alam for 5 days

So yeah, he come all the way to Terengganu 
Just to send me home
Even though he lives in Kuantan which was even nearer from our starting point
I mean, it would take him less hours on the highway if he just drop me somewhere and then just go home
But he was willing to send me home with an additional 4 hours on the road
And he also got backpain
-- Bae I am soo sorry

OMG I was soooo moved
I can feel his sincerity
I am happy that ummi like him too
So maybe this is another step for us?

Like it is a miracle to be an important someone to my 10-years long crush.

Friday, 25 August 2017

Serius orang yang memang dilahirkan cantik ni,
Pakai apa pun cantik
Pakai simple je pun nampak menarik
Tak perlu nak trim kening, mekap tebal apa semua
Kahwin pun make-up simple-simple je tapi Subhanallah teramatlah cantik
Event sederhana pun nampak elegant dan vogue sangat. Huks

So lucky...

Wednesday, 23 August 2017

It gonna sound harsh when I  called you by names.
But don't you think it's better to keep  your nose out of my business.
I understand that you are curious about my life.
But NO I'm not.
So please stop being delusional.
Even though I know you had been doing that since forever.
Much Love Kitten..

Thursday, 17 August 2017

Make it Rain

Welcome everybody
you know about me?
In a word
We’re so precious
Everytime we come back
We wreak havoc all Shit
Hey guys! this zone is mine

Doing better or not
I don’t care
I’m worse than badness
I don’t care if you run or not
It’s not my business
Now it’s my turn
Get away rookies

Baby don’t tell nobody
I think I’m almost arrived on the top
Shout out, Errbody
Cuz I’m gonna gonna
get you wet

I make it rain
They said Ho-woo Ho-woo Ho-woo
I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo Ho-woo

Money long long
I got money to blow-ow
Money long long
I got money to blow-ow

I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo

You will get angry with envy
We know well
You will point to us and call crazy guys
That’s not wrong
But no problem
I’ll do spit instead of plagiarism

Believe or not
I don’t care
I’m the best in the best guys’ group
Right or not
It’s not a problem
Just take it

Baby don’t tell nobody
I think I’m almost arrived on the top
Shout out, Errbody
Cuz I’m gonna gonna
get you wet

I make it rain
They said Ho-woo Ho-woo Ho-woo
I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo Ho-woo

Money long long
I got money to blow-ow
Money long long
I got money to blow-ow

I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo Ho-woo

Finally it’s our turn
We can control everything, Yeah
Baby don’t tell nobody
Don’t tell nobody body
Now Let’s fill up the glass Uh uh
Watch yo underwear
Now Let’s drink
Stop making a film NG

I make it rain
They said Ho-woo Ho-woo Ho-woo
I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo Ho-woo

Money long long
I got money to blow-ow
Money long long
I got money to blow-ow

- Block B (Bastarz)

It doesn't leave even a slightest impact when you try to blurt out sarcasm or jab at people with broken English.

Grammar matters.
True story. 

Wednesday, 16 August 2017

Defying the Fate

There are always two paths spread for us to follow in this life
The first path lead to  one destiny
Finishing the main goal
The main mission
Level Beginner

The other one offer challenges
Hidden quest
Side quest in gaining experience and encounter more people
Level Expert

No matter which one you choose it will still lead to the one and only ending
Game over. You win.

The difference is some people let everything to fate without having an idea on how to change their destiny
The just go with the flow not brave enough to fight for what they want and just let fate decide

On the other hand, there are people who believe that they can change their own destiny
The believe in effort
And never let fate decide anything for them
They are the real MVP

No matter which path you choose
It will eventually lead you to the same finishing line
The difference is in your XP
And it decide how your courage are
Nothing wrong with either
It still make us, us

Monday, 14 August 2017

LOL kesian si Acap
kat tempat baru dia ada lah dia kena gosip dengan sorang minah ni
Dah minah tu sekarang, fikir yang Acap syok kat dia

Dulu time diploma dengan degree ni Acap memang rapat lah jugak dengan perempuan and biasanya memang selalu kena gosip pun
dengan sesape je  boleh jadi
Biasa bagi dia
Aku dengan Acap pernah jugak time dip siap lecturer doakan lagi
Time degree sebab kamcing time jadi Sekretariat (dia lah yang tarik aku masuk)
Bersayang-sayang bagai takde simpan dalam hati pun
Tapi takde lah pulak sampai perasan camtu


Kesian Acap doh

Girls, kadang-kadang most of the time kita  ni overthink
Tapi memang betul pun perempuan lagi cepat perasan berbanding dengan laki
Tak boleh laki rapat sikit
Dia rasa suka
Tak boleh buat ape lah kan sebab tu naturally
Tapi kesian lah kawan tu kau duk kacau 24/7

OMG my ex-crush dah kawen last week
And their punya wedding is so simple but I really love the theme colour
Like so cantiks
His wife is so pretty

Since we got some mutual friends (me and his wife)
Selalu la jugak tengok dia punya IG updates naik kat IG explore
She's so modest and nice
And really got a nice smile

Even pun come from wealthy family
She's so humble
And she's the sister and sister in law of two famous Muslimah Fashion designer kt Malaysia (kalau mention for sure uolls kenal)
No wonder wedding dress letups kebabow gituu. 
I really like her even though she doesn't know me well
They are a match made from heaven

Pastu baca kat komen rupanya dorang dah together since Form 2
Panjang nya jodoh.
So sweet weh~~~

Told bae about this and bae know I used to have a crush on him 
SO he buat muka masa I cerita tu

Also Told bae yang depa tu dah since 2007
KIta kalau ada jodoh panjang pun leh buat since 2007 jugak

Tuesday, 8 August 2017

Am I'm the Only One?

Pelik ke bila aku rasa annoyed dengan someone (someone ni lelaki) yang macam bila aku tersebut aku nak something depan dia, dia macam bersungguh-sungguh nak dapatkan untuk aku sampai kalut tak bertempat.

Aku rasa macam dia pandang rendah kat aku dengan rasakan aku seorang perempuan yang tak mampu nak dapatkan something dengan effort aku sendiri

Mungkin niat dia ikhlas dan baik
Cuma aku rasa macam hmm "tak perlulah manjakan aku sangat, biarlah aku usaha sendiri"

Dengan buah hati memang la aku mengada sikit  sebab sesaja but ni we were just friends and secara tak langsung aku rasa annoyed sebab dah banyak kali jadi and dah banyak kali aku cakap aku nak 'something' tu dengan usaha sendiri.

Aku tahu salah aku macam tak menghargai
Tapi even dah cakap "Takpe I boleh buat sendiri, Thank You"
Dia still bersungguh

Thanks dude,
Tapi bagilah aku usaha sendiri yang aku nak please....

Monday, 7 August 2017

Life as a Programmer

Right now I am working as a Jr Application Software Developer in a Pte. Ltd. Audit Company
I swore I told myself not to associate myself anymore as a programmer or anything related
The least I may want to be in this field is the Front-End Developer
All these Back-End programming are going to get me nuts
I'm going bananas
Sometimes I guess maybe I should just be an ordinary Operational Clerk or anything in management division/department
I guess that would be easier than what i am doing now
The pay may be less but the job is easier
So it is a win right ?

I'm going insane with this project I'm working on right now

Friday, 4 August 2017

Dulu kecik-kecik fikir dah besar ada duit nak buat everything yg enjoy-enjoy je
Betapa tak matang nya time tu

Now all I can think about is to buy a house, buat sewa and buy another bigger houses
yeah houses
Nampak lah pemikiran dah berubah sikir bila dah besar sikit ni

Thursday, 3 August 2017

People Just Don't Get It

People just don't get it when I say I don't want an early marriage
I guess it takes a lot to understand that huh?

Frankly speaking, I think marriage is an obstacle for me to achieve my dream
You see
I was someone who was born for something great
I know that
I can see the signs everywhere
And I'm not that type who is just satisfied with being "OK, this is enough"

That doesn't mean that I am not grateful with my life
But it just so me to always feel like I should do better
It is always better than best

I have a dream
I am a girl born to be queen, and not a princess
I have responsibilities more than most people
People have high hopes on me
I did disappointed them several times
I don't want it to happen again

I don't want to be just a good wife and  a mother
I want to be an amazing wife and mother and a daughter , an even greater sister
That one woman who have great achievement in life
But ever greater at home as a housewife and a mom

It is still a long way
I don't want marriage to be a burden to me
And slowing my pace to my destination
Because I know I was born for something greater
I am thinking about my future
And my beloved's too
Sometime you have to sacrifice a lot

People like Dr Iffa really inspired me
My Ummi also
Big names like DS Zeti Akhtar Aziz
these kind of people
Is the one I look up for
They are the definition of amazing people

I really hope that people will understand
That my purpose of life is not just limited to live happily ever after
I aint no blindly follow the flow of what fate has stored for me
It  is more than that

Because I believe that we can change our own destiny
Everyone was born to be great
It takes a lot of courage and effort and sacrifice to make that happen
And I want to be one of em people

Wednesday, 2 August 2017


He talked to me about marriage
And he planned to get married tahun depan
In 2018!!!
I am just 25 at that time.
I think I am still really young for a marriage.
Like this is 2k17
25 is too early
Because I have my own dream
And I had always wanted to build an empire before I build a family
What do I do now?

Tuesday, 1 August 2017

Pretty Girls and Hygiene

Urgh I really don't want to label and stereotype people
But what else can I do
Benda ni biasa sangat jadi

Girls, pretty girls...
Nak keluar you took almost 1 hour to finish your make-up
Tapi flush toilet pun you tak reti
And then pinggan dalam singki pun tunggu berhari-hari nak basuh
Baju? For what purposes do you need to rendam lama-lama and then terus jemur like can't you smell bau hapak tu?
Lepas guna dapur tak lap, seriusly?

First few times you did that
I still can consider
I lap that dapur yang u pakai
I tolong rinse your baju
And I basuh pinggan mangkuk yang u tinggal dalam singki

But until when girl?
I feel like my nice intention - you took it for granted

Duduk ramai-ramai as housemates
We all pay the same fees
So we share the same responsibility
Your action reflects everything lah
I've been wondering how it looks like in your household girl

Keluar make-up kemain tebal
With all those brushes and what-so-ever
But just because lelaki out there don't know how you behave
So you just turn to your real self lah kat rumah?

And your friend yang tumpang rumah tu
We are already nice enough to give her a place to stay without paying a single cent
And not ranting to the landlord
The least you could do as someone who is menumpang
Is keep your barang so tak bersepah dalam rumah tu
Stoking yang dah pakai berhari-hari
The place shouldn't be in the living room
Pinggan dah guna please basuh
Guna barangan eletrik, dah guna please tutup
And flush la toilet lepas guna wahai si cantik

Sekarang aku confuse
Aku ke kau yang menumpang

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