Thursday, 17 August 2017

Make it Rain

Welcome everybody
you know about me?
In a word
We’re so precious
Everytime we come back
We wreak havoc all Shit
Hey guys! this zone is mine

Doing better or not
I don’t care
I’m worse than badness
I don’t care if you run or not
It’s not my business
Now it’s my turn
Get away rookies

Baby don’t tell nobody
I think I’m almost arrived on the top
Shout out, Errbody
Cuz I’m gonna gonna
get you wet

I make it rain
They said Ho-woo Ho-woo Ho-woo
I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo Ho-woo

Money long long
I got money to blow-ow
Money long long
I got money to blow-ow

I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo

You will get angry with envy
We know well
You will point to us and call crazy guys
That’s not wrong
But no problem
I’ll do spit instead of plagiarism

Believe or not
I don’t care
I’m the best in the best guys’ group
Right or not
It’s not a problem
Just take it

Baby don’t tell nobody
I think I’m almost arrived on the top
Shout out, Errbody
Cuz I’m gonna gonna
get you wet

I make it rain
They said Ho-woo Ho-woo Ho-woo
I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo Ho-woo

Money long long
I got money to blow-ow
Money long long
I got money to blow-ow

I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo Ho-woo

Finally it’s our turn
We can control everything, Yeah
Baby don’t tell nobody
Don’t tell nobody body
Now Let’s fill up the glass Uh uh
Watch yo underwear
Now Let’s drink
Stop making a film NG

I make it rain
They said Ho-woo Ho-woo Ho-woo
I make it rain
Localized heavy rain, Ho-woo Ho-woo

Money long long
I got money to blow-ow
Money long long
I got money to blow-ow

It doesn't leave even a slightest impact when you try to blurt out sarcasm or jab at people with broken English.

Grammar matters.
True story. 

Wednesday, 16 August 2017

Defying the Fate

There are always two paths spread for us to follow in this life
The first path lead to  one destiny
Finishing the main goal
The main mission
Level Beginner

The other one offer challenges
Hidden quest
Side quest in gaining experience and encounter more people
Level Expert

No matter which one you choose it will still lead to the one and only ending
Game over. You win.

The difference is some people let everything to fate without having an idea on how to change their destiny
The just go with the flow not brave enough to fight for what they want and just let fate decide

On the other hand, there are people who believe that they can change their own destiny
The believe in effort
And never let fate decide anything for them
They are the real MVP

No matter which path you choose
It will eventually lead you to the same finishing line
The difference is in your XP
And it decide how your courage are
Nothing wrong with either
It still make us, us

Monday, 14 August 2017

LOL kesian si Acap
kat tempat baru dia ada lah dia kena gosip dengan sorang minah ni
Dah minah tu sekarang, fikir yang Acap syok kat dia

Dulu time diploma dengan degree ni Acap memang rapat lah jugak dengan perempuan and biasanya memang selalu kena gosip pun
dengan sesape je  boleh jadi
Biasa bagi dia
Aku dengan Acap pernah jugak time dip siap lecturer doakan lagi
Time degree sebab kamcing time jadi Sekretariat (dia lah yang tarik aku masuk)
Bersayang-sayang bagai takde simpan dalam hati pun
Hahaha
Tapi takde lah pulak sampai perasan camtu

Kah8

Kesian Acap doh

Girls, kadang-kadang most of the time kita  ni overthink
Tapi memang betul pun perempuan lagi cepat perasan berbanding dengan laki
Tak boleh laki rapat sikit
Dia rasa suka
Tak boleh buat ape lah kan sebab tu naturally
Tapi kesian lah kawan tu kau duk kacau 24/7
Hahah

OMG my ex-crush dah kawen last week
And their punya wedding is so simple but I really love the theme colour
Like so cantiks
His wife is so pretty

Since we got some mutual friends (me and his wife)
Selalu la jugak tengok dia punya IG updates naik kat IG explore
She's so modest and nice
And really got a nice smile

Even pun come from wealthy family
She's so humble
And she's the sister and sister in law of two famous Muslimah Fashion designer kt Malaysia (kalau mention for sure uolls kenal)
No wonder wedding dress letups kebabow gituu. 
Hehehe.
I really like her even though she doesn't know me well
They are a match made from heaven

Pastu baca kat komen rupanya dorang dah together since Form 2
Panjang nya jodoh.
So sweet weh~~~

Told bae about this and bae know I used to have a crush on him 
SO he buat muka masa I cerita tu
Kah9

Also Told bae yang depa tu dah since 2007
KIta kalau ada jodoh panjang pun leh buat since 2007 jugak
hihihi

Tuesday, 8 August 2017

Am I'm the Only One?

Pelik ke bila aku rasa annoyed dengan someone (someone ni lelaki) yang macam bila aku tersebut aku nak something depan dia, dia macam bersungguh-sungguh nak dapatkan untuk aku sampai kalut tak bertempat.

Aku rasa macam dia pandang rendah kat aku dengan rasakan aku seorang perempuan yang tak mampu nak dapatkan something dengan effort aku sendiri

Mungkin niat dia ikhlas dan baik
Cuma aku rasa macam hmm "tak perlulah manjakan aku sangat, biarlah aku usaha sendiri"

Dengan buah hati memang la aku mengada sikit  sebab sesaja but ni we were just friends and secara tak langsung aku rasa annoyed sebab dah banyak kali jadi and dah banyak kali aku cakap aku nak 'something' tu dengan usaha sendiri.

Aku tahu salah aku macam tak menghargai
Tapi even dah cakap "Takpe I boleh buat sendiri, Thank You"
Dia still bersungguh

Thanks dude,
Tapi bagilah aku usaha sendiri yang aku nak please....

Monday, 7 August 2017

Life as a Programmer

Right now I am working as a Jr Application Software Developer in a Pte. Ltd. Audit Company
I swore I told myself not to associate myself anymore as a programmer or anything related
The least I may want to be in this field is the Front-End Developer
All these Back-End programming are going to get me nuts
I'm going bananas
Sometimes I guess maybe I should just be an ordinary Operational Clerk or anything in management division/department
I guess that would be easier than what i am doing now
The pay may be less but the job is easier
So it is a win right ?

I'm going insane with this project I'm working on right now
Help!

Friday, 4 August 2017

Dulu kecik-kecik fikir dah besar ada duit nak buat everything yg enjoy-enjoy je
Betapa tak matang nya time tu

Now all I can think about is to buy a house, buat sewa and buy another bigger houses
yeah houses
Nampak lah pemikiran dah berubah sikir bila dah besar sikit ni

Thursday, 3 August 2017

People Just Don't Get It

People just don't get it when I say I don't want an early marriage
I guess it takes a lot to understand that huh?

Frankly speaking, I think marriage is an obstacle for me to achieve my dream
You see
I was someone who was born for something great
I know that
I can see the signs everywhere
And I'm not that type who is just satisfied with being "OK, this is enough"

That doesn't mean that I am not grateful with my life
But it just so me to always feel like I should do better
It is always better than best

I have a dream
I am a girl born to be queen, and not a princess
I have responsibilities more than most people
People have high hopes on me
I did disappointed them several times
I don't want it to happen again

I don't want to be just a good wife and  a mother
I want to be an amazing wife and mother and a daughter , an even greater sister
That one woman who have great achievement in life
But ever greater at home as a housewife and a mom

It is still a long way
I don't want marriage to be a burden to me
And slowing my pace to my destination
Because I know I was born for something greater
I am thinking about my future
And my beloved's too
Sometime you have to sacrifice a lot

People like Dr Iffa really inspired me
My Ummi also
Big names like DS Zeti Akhtar Aziz
these kind of people
Is the one I look up for
They are the definition of amazing people

I really hope that people will understand
That my purpose of life is not just limited to live happily ever after
I aint no blindly follow the flow of what fate has stored for me
It  is more than that

Because I believe that we can change our own destiny
Everyone was born to be great
It takes a lot of courage and effort and sacrifice to make that happen
And I want to be one of em people



Wednesday, 2 August 2017

Marriage!

He talked to me about marriage
And he planned to get married tahun depan
In 2018!!!
I am just 25 at that time.
I think I am still really young for a marriage.
Like this is 2k17
25 is too early
Because I have my own dream
And I had always wanted to build an empire before I build a family
Hmm
What do I do now?

Tuesday, 1 August 2017

Pretty Girls and Hygiene

Urgh I really don't want to label and stereotype people
But what else can I do
Benda ni biasa sangat jadi

Girls, pretty girls...
Nak keluar you took almost 1 hour to finish your make-up
Tapi flush toilet pun you tak reti
And then pinggan dalam singki pun tunggu berhari-hari nak basuh
Baju? For what purposes do you need to rendam lama-lama and then terus jemur like can't you smell bau hapak tu?
Lepas guna dapur tak lap, seriusly?

First few times you did that
I still can consider
I lap that dapur yang u pakai
I tolong rinse your baju
And I basuh pinggan mangkuk yang u tinggal dalam singki

But until when girl?
I feel like my nice intention - you took it for granted

Duduk ramai-ramai as housemates
We all pay the same fees
So we share the same responsibility
Your action reflects everything lah
I've been wondering how it looks like in your household girl

Please
Keluar make-up kemain tebal
With all those brushes and what-so-ever
But just because lelaki out there don't know how you behave
So you just turn to your real self lah kat rumah?

And your friend yang tumpang rumah tu
We are already nice enough to give her a place to stay without paying a single cent
And not ranting to the landlord
The least you could do as someone who is menumpang
Is keep your barang so tak bersepah dalam rumah tu
Stoking yang dah pakai berhari-hari
The place shouldn't be in the living room
Pinggan dah guna please basuh
Guna barangan eletrik, dah guna please tutup
And flush la toilet lepas guna wahai si cantik

Sekarang aku confuse
Aku ke kau yang menumpang


Wednesday, 19 July 2017

Feel like changing my blog URL
This one kinda childish
Hahaha

But my official name was taken so
Hmm

Should I just keep this one?
People cant find me with this url so I can rant how much I like


Wednesday, 12 July 2017

Clarification

Hi, so I just got an interesting yet upsetting information
Someone have been posing as me in the internet
And keep posting nonsense posts

Let me make it clear
This is the only blog I had where I let go of my feeling and creativity
My artworks
And there's none other than that

I forgive you, whoever violating my personal information
But please stop using my name to spread damages
Imagine if it was you who are in my place

This is a total nonsense

However, I am going to admit my part of mistake of exposing my own personal data which leads to this issue.
And I think I learnt the hard way to be more careful with my own information exposure

Again, I want to clarify
This is my only personal blog
(minus the previous ones which i had forgot my passwords)

If you have a grudge against someone
And happened to know that I got some history with who ever they are
Please stop !
and show yourself as who you are
instead of using me as an avatar
(This is not the first time)

I'm living my life happily right now
And focusing on my works and dream
Just so you know I have more to do than dealing with bullshits

And to think logically
Why would I do that when I'm leading a better life?
Come to your sense thank you.

So please, comply when I'm still being nice to you
Because the comeback will never be pretty.

Thank you.


Monday, 19 June 2017

You

Hi, I'm dedicating this post to my beloved one
I know he won't read this post because he doesn't even know this blog exist

Our meeting is a fate I guess
I've fallen in love with you in 2007
A year after we meet in July 2006
Mula-mula tu I didn't even notice your existence
But it was in form 2
You keep kacau me
And I registered you in my head as 'budak nakal yang cute tu'

You are my guy-best-friend
Everyday you never fail go to my tempat before cikgu masuk
Then waktu rehat pun sama
Until one point, I keep waiting for you to come to my tempat which is paling hujung belah kiri and yours is kat paling hujung belah kanan and by fate we site across to each other

So many times we caught ourselves staring at each other and then pura-pura buat benda lain
Literally speaking. you are the first crush I have who likes me back (but unfortunately we were never aware of each other's feeling back then)
And you are the first boy ever to give me a chocolate and I think you were the sweetest back then

And I also remember the ice-cream incident
Our hostel held a family day
at the beach
You bought me an ice-cream and asked our little 'messenger' a.k.a our junior yang jadi orang tengah to deliver it to me
I was too shy to accept it but i can't deny the butterflies in my stomach at that time
I remember how red my face had become
I refused the ice-cream and give it to our messenger
She delivered you the message
And come again at me with another new ice-cream
I think you are the sweetest back then 

And I remember that you defended me when some girls from other class come to cari gaduh with me because they think I am sombong and jeling dorang (yeah memang muka I sombong pun but I'm nice tho)
We were friends at that time
Just friends
And I remembered you defended me when we have some issue with the seniors
and I am a scapegoat back then

You may have no idea how much my heart flutters everytime you come to see me
Everytime you sit next to me
Just to ask how was my day
Just talking about random stuffs
That one time you search for my biodata from the teacher and then found my phone number
And you text me during school holiday (because we are not allowed to bring handphone to hostel)

I was 14 at that time and I experienced falling in love
It was so new to me that I'm not sure on how to react
All I know is you spell happiness to me
This is no longer a secret to the people close to me
They all know that I like you

And you once told one of my friend that you like me
But to know that from her mouth isn't as real
As I want you to say it for yourself
And I was never good with hints
And even when you give me the most obvious hints
I am still oblivious and confuse
I don't want to be perasan

Because at that time maybe your feeling is different and I don't want to end up disappointed
And that is my mistake

To be continued...

Tuesday, 9 May 2017

Budak umur 12 tahun pun dah terer make-up siap buat tutorial lagi
Haha.
Aku ni kenal bedak compact dengan lipbalm aje lah

Thursday, 16 March 2017

Bakal Suami Kena Kumpul Duit? C'mon Girls....

Biasa kita tengok perempuan bila nak something selalu letak caption :
"Bakal suami sila kumpul duit bla bla bla..."
Nak kahwin buat caption tu
Nak kereta buat caption tu
Nak rumah buat caption tu
Nak holiday buat caption tu

Caption ni jenis-jenis perempuan yang jenis weakling je buat
Jenis nak harapkan orang je semua.

Aku as perempuan really can't stand this kind of girls.
Like kenapa nak kena bakal suami kau?

KENAPA TAK BOLEH NAK USAHA SENDIRI KALAU NAK

kenapa lembik sangat?
kenapa lemah sangat?
kenapa gedik sangat?
kenapa mengada sangat?
dah takde kudrat ke?
saja nak tunjuk perempuan ni lemah, lembik dan sendu?

kenapa nak juga "bakal suami SILA KUMPUL DUIT?"

kenapa tak boleh "Jom sama-sama kita kumpul duit"
atau lagi better
"I need to start saving from now untuk dapatkan ni"

I hate perempuan lembik camni jenis-jenis yang tak reti nak usaha sendiri
C'mon dah 2017 kot
ni bukan zaman-zaman perempuan umur 20 dah kahwin because they have nothing better to do so tanggungjawab just limited kat dapur je
That was soooooo ketinggalan zaman

We can work, and earn our own money girls.

Ni zaman girls ada power
We can do both
Boleh kerja and boleh uruskan rumah tangga
That is how amazing woman these days are

Kau yang still harapkan semuanya kat lelaki
Tolonglah majukan diri

Please la jangan lembik sangat.

Monday, 27 February 2017

Tough Cookie

I'm not your friend
I'm not your family either
I'm not your colleague
Chew me the wrong way and your teeth might come out
Because I'm a tough cookie
- Zico (Tough Cookie)

Monday, 20 February 2017

Orang yang letak gambar selfie sendiri as wallpaper ni sebab dia rasa dia cantik kan?
Eh?
Ke ada sebab lain?

Friday, 13 January 2017

Mino - Fear

When I turned around
I saw that I came farther than I thought
I was alone and I suddenly got afraid
When I saw myself
I didn’t know I was exhausted
I was lonely and I suddenly got afraid

"You’re doing a good job"
When I get confused, I tell myself that and just go
Be yourself, know yourself
I practiced about several thousand times
Being in despair once or twice is child’s play now
Opportunities are always ways to get up from moments of crisis, you know
Going on a trip to heaven? Hurry and pack your carrier

Don’t stop, there’s still a lot to do
Look at the photo of your parents, providing for you
You’re the mirror to your younger siblings, you’re the star of your family
Only when you cut back on your sleep, can they peacefully sleep
Hey you idiot, don’t make it obvious
Be strong, I know you’re lonely
But you need to get through it, are you crying? Be a man
Stop crying and take responsibility once more

I used to say this like a habit
That I always believe in myself
That I have no worthy opponent
But enemy was in my mirror
Maybe I lost my reasoning in this continued fight
I killed myself, even my mom is careful with me

Receiving the interest of the public
Living inside a CCTV
I only crazily dug one well
But I was afraid that could become my grave

Dad, if you’re looking at me, tell me the answer
I’m too young and soft to become an adult
I still don’t know how
It hurts too much to just crash into things
Now I know, it’s too late to foolishly whip
There are still too many unhealed wounds

When I didn’t wanna see anything
The reason I forced my eyes to open wide
Is because I was just scared
It’s because I was suddenly scared
When I didn’t wanna say anything
The reason I raised my voice
There is no other reason
It’s because I’m afraid, I’m afraid

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