Monday, 4 August 2014

Dead Leaves

Unidentifiable time and space
Hands and feet that seem to float in midair
Communion between reason and instinct
Drift into deep chaos then return again

I stumble with a thud as I show my faults
You can’t tighten a screw to my ankle
As I calmly pretend that I’m alright, my body becomes frightening
My flesh hardened from emotions must have been cut, my chest feels numb

Damn, though I swallow pills, though I take 100 steps
It won’t past, it keeps rewinding
Don’t call, I won’t pick up
The fog will disappear but the moon is already covered
The me inside the mirror is like a monster, my head feels like it’ll explode
The truth became fiction, I’m lying as expected
Put makeup on my inner thoughts, so my sadness doesn’t smear
Don’t confuse the ideal with real
Lost my way inside a whirlpool, feeling empty in my chest
Is this rock coated in mud, a pearl
Who is going to tell you, don’t be so sad
In order to be reborn, I’m dying right now

A place I don’t know, in a place that I can’t reach
Is my abandoned spirit
The wind blows sharply, making me crash
And I’m trampled into the ground
The faintly seen color disappeared
My frame that has half fallen away
And I in the Spring, who was so vibrant 
I’ll fade away while longing for him
(down down down)
dead leaves

Struggle without condition
It’s not because I have many enemies, I just have no one on my side
Because I didn’t want to get hurt, I became alone
Seeing from the other side, this is such a noisy world
After warming myself with the dusty sunlight, the rain comes
The blue-green leaf changes to red
I couldn’t stand clear of the natural accident
I could fall asleep, I need to readjust my jetlag from emotion

Please don’t leave me alone
Leaving me behind, everything fell away I didn’t know
I’m fighting back the biting wind, That’s no way
Abandoned because it’s the last, and I breath in the cold air
Yeah, be well my friends, my house and my soul
Thank goodness everything else is safe
This is the last time, final
And then leave fall, times over

A place I don’t know, in a place that I can’t reach
Is my abandoned spirit
The wind blows sharply, making me crash
And I’m trampled into the ground
The faintly seen color disappeared
My frame that has half fallen away
And I in the Spring, who was so vibrant 
I’ll fade away while longing for him
(down down down)
dead leaves

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