Wednesday, 19 June 2013

Pet Peeves OR... Anger Trigger(?)


Everybody got pet peeves..
And being an ordinary human i am...
I got one too----

I hate people with high-pitch...
I mean not naturally high-pitch...

It's not like what you think...

I hate people who yells like crazy...
Yells just right before my ears...
And those who without any reason...
Comfortably scold me =.='

I was born like this...
I hate these kind of people...
And when 'these kind of people' do such things to me...
Like yelling right before my eyes...
I got this symptom...
My heartbeat increase as well as my anger-meter...

Well---
My patience got a limit y'know...
And it's not even that high (my patience)...

I hate soccer for a reason...
I hate it when people yells...
Sorry.. But that truth to be told...

Oh gosh...
My ears almost got deaf....

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Hurt














Hey there...
Are you listening?
I wanna shout...
So that you will hear how hurtful this cries are...

Isn't a forced one...
This is real...

This cries is real...
This pain is real...
And... 
The wound is real...

Do I need to live life this way?
Betrayal after betrayal...
Ignorance after ignorance...
And neglection --- an endless one...

I was dumped here 'cause you left me before...
And as if I was the villain, you just care-less and i'm the one who asked for forgiveness...
For your fault...
To me...

Isn't it funny?
So this is how life circle....
It isn't a circle at all...
The toppers will never fall...
The underrate will always looked down...

I forgive you...
And say it's okay...
Treating the bitter memories...
As if it had never happened before...

But once again you trying to leave me...
Push me away at my endless pain..
A dead end...
Without solution...
I will be left again here...
Alone...

And before i know...
My tears...
Is your raindrop that fall..
Blessing your journey..
To the place i've never dreamt of before...






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This is not a broken-love story.
This is a broken-friendship story...
FRIENDSHIP...
or so i thought...


Wednesday, 12 June 2013

My Shoutbox!


Haha... 
akhirnya aq tukar jgak aq punyer tab shout box tuh...
huhu...
tgok2..
tgok kat top-right tuh..

gmbar Block B kan...
hehe..
dah lame sangat aq nk buat tab shoutbox tuh guna pict Block B yg nie..
akhirnyer ade jgak mase siapkan hari nie...

First time aq sangat sangat puas hati gan hasil sendiri *riak*
xdelah gurau aje...
jangan marah..
haha..
LOL~~

First2 aq igt kne tukar pict source aje dengan tutorial yang aq amik kat sini..
Tapi rupenyer kena jgak lah godek2 sket coding...

Haha..

Tak pasal2 aq kne try an error...
Even pun aq nie name aje student Programming..
Tapi bab bab coding nie lah yang aq amat2 lemah sekali...

Tapi naseb baik lah jadik kan...

Hehehe~~~

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!


Sunday, 9 June 2013

Dear You Out There : You Are Perfect


JUST WANNA SHARE THIS SONG... 
IGNORE THE CURSES...
WHAT'S IMPORTANT IS JUST THE MAIN POINT..



Made a wrong turn, Once or twiceDug my way out, Blood and fireBad decisions, That's alrightWelcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstoodMiss "no way, it's all good", It didn't slow me downMistaken, Always second guessingUnder estimated, Look, I'm still around
Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike you're less than perfect.Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike you're nothingYou are perfect to me.
You're so mean,When you talk, About yourself, You were wrong.Change the voices, In your headMake them like you Instead.
So complicated,Look happy, You'll make it!Filled with so much hatredSuch a tired game.It's enough, I've done all I can think ofChased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.
Oh, Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike you're less than less than perfect.Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike you're nothingYou are perfect to me.
The whole world stares so I swallow the fear,
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer. So cool in line and we try, try, try,But we try too hard, it's a waste of my time.Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhereThey don't like my jeans, they don't get my hairWe change ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?(Why do I do that?)
[Yeah~, Ohh~ pretty pretty please, Ohh~]
Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike you're less than less than perfect.Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike you're nothingYou are perfect to me.
You're perfect, You're perfectPretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike you're less than less than perfect.Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike you're nothingYou are perfect to me.


For me.. You are Perfect. Everybody makes mistakes but only the strong ones will admit it and take the responsibilities. 



Saturday, 8 June 2013

So...?



So it starts again...

New classes...
New semester....
New subjects...

And the same old me...

Seriously... Aq langsung takde semangat na smbung sem baru nie...
So opposite compared time part 1 dulu...
Well~~ time freshman dulu...
Of course lar excited . Freshie kann.. Hehehe.. fresh&white lagi...

TBH, my aim now is to finish my studies as ASAP.
One of the reason is 

  1.  i think i getting sick of studying ( no need to bash me. i'm just being honest here)
  2.  i'm getting sick of staying among people who i can say --- uhm-- will stab me from behind (or maybe just obviously in front) anytime here.
  3.  i'm sick wif all the insincerity.
  4.  i'm sick with hypocrites.
  5. i'm sick with everything. including myself...

But unfortunately, i got the will.. Not the ability...
The ability to TRY to achieve my so-called-goal...

Ngee~~

Teringat pulak dulu time sekolah menengah nih. Ade someone btaw aq...
"Kat sekolah ko boleh lah nak percaye kawan. Tapi bile dah masuk U, baik ko jangan percaye sangat kat KAWAN."
Aq tak percaye cakap dia.

Tapi sekarang. Aq rase... Btullah ape dia bitaw dulu tuh..

Jangan percaye.

Dah tuh aq nak percaye kat sape lagi huh?

i can't live by myself. That's for sure.

Well aq pun tak kompem lagi berape lame aq nak stay kat sini. Tapi aq harap aq boleh blah cepat2... Dengan hidup sekeliling aq yg camni, aq yang da kurang rajin nie lagi makin kurang rajin nk study.. Haduyai...

Life is complicated. Isn't it?

But where there's a will-- there a way  will come the ability.



Err~~ OR not...






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